Insanity, just a state of mind for some, for me it is also a respite. A remission from the toil of studying. A welcomed relapse into a frame of consciousness that I essentilially crave at this point in my microbiological mentation. Studying is one thing. Trying to learn something that so exhaustively demands so much thinking is trying my capacity to reason. There must be a top to this seemingly insurmountable turmoil, and if I ever get to vision the crest of this journey, then perhaps I will then understand why it is what is is. Why am I ranting when I could be studying? Just something else to bang my brains on. The other path was getting too frustrating. I needed diversion. I hate to waste your time, for you have invested a lot of it just trying to get to where I am going with this. But then, so have I. I will escape no more for now, for I have wasted more than enough of our time. Just wanted y'all to know that I still exist and that I still want to be here with you. I just must return to the craziness that I call studying. For there is microbiology, English, essays, an outline...classes that are due before the end of this week which includes Advanced Cardiac Life Support, Pediatric Advanced Life Support, and Basic Cardiac Life Support-- all three recertifications classes will expire Friday if I do not renew them....Insanity, just about there.
Naw, not really, just wanted to say
"Howdy Y'all, how are ya?"
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